There are a lot of things going on in the world lately. I have been super out of touch for the past few years. I graduated, got a job and now am threading each day without much thoughts. At first I thought it was fine, since I'm adjusting to work-life balance and all, but in the blink of an eye now I am in the verge of entering thirties with not that much of upskilling done. 

It got me thinking, what do I live for? I've applied for Masters programme last year, but got rejected due to unfulfilled working experience since I have a low degree CGPA. I was sad but wasn;t that sad since deep down I know I applied just for the sake of having something goin on in my life. Then I got people saying, perhaps I should start a relationship. You know, settle don, get marred, have kids. Then perhaps I wouldn't feel so empty. Agreed to a certain extent, I was not sure if getting married is the kind of validation I need, but I do not think that all of that are the things that I envisioned. 

Short term goals might be the answer. I should set short term goals first, to get my train started.